by Trinity Rayne

I used to feel connected to you
You said you felt connected too
But was it real or was it just a dream
I can’t tell anymore so I think I’ll scream
I feel you slipping away like quick sand
I feel you slipping away through my fingers where I once held your hand
You’re slipping away and I feel i can’t hold on
You’re slipping away and I know you’re almost gone
Is there anything else more that i can say
Will you come back to me again someday
I don’t want you out of my life and slipping away
I want you back and plan to see what i can do
I want to be together our whole lives through
But was it truth or all just lies
I wish you were my biggest fan and i was still your prize
I feel you slipping away through the crack
I feel you slipping away into the void so black
You’re slipping away and i feel i can’t hold on
You’re slipping away and i know you’re almost gone
Is there anything else more that i can say
Will you come back to me again someday
I don’t want you out of my life and slipping away
Are we living in a fantasy world or reality
I wish I knew that we were meant to be
Are we playing pretend or living truthfully
Are you slipping away from me
Is it our fate to be together or shall we set each other free
Because i want to be with you for all eternity
But you’re slipping away from me
No one said relationships ever come so easily
Do you want to just leave things as they are or fix them steadily
I know youre slipping away from me
I want to do what it takes even though it may be an impossibility
I want to get off this merry go round of misery
But you’re slipping away from me
I want to unlock our happiness and find it’s key
I believe us being together is our destiny
Don’t start slipping away from me
If you leave my heart will start ripping day by day
Because you’re slipping away
All I can do is hope and pray
That you stop slipping away

by Trinity Rayne

A person who is true will be genuine and real
A person who is true will deeply feel
A person who is true will spread truth and love
A person who is true will not look down on others from above
A person who is true is caring and kind
A person who is true will care for others but also not leave themselves behind
A person who is true will have a heart of gold
A person who is true will not manipulate and give you the silent treatment so cold
A person who is true and strong will set boundaries when all they heard were lies
A person who is true will empathize
A person who is true meeting them is a pleasure
Letting go of a true person is like losing rare treasure
A person who is true is beautiful outside and in
A person who is true shines brightly from under their skin

by Trinity Rayne

A person who is fake may be shallow and vain
A person who is fake will only cause pain
You're meeting someone who is living a lie
A two faced fake makes you feel that you'll die
A person who is fake will break your heart on and on
A person who is fake will take the person you once were away until you're gone
A person who is fake will only blindside
A person who is fake will confuse you until your brain is fried
A person who is fake is a creature so vile
If you can sense them they'll try to convince you to stay awhile
A person who is fake is not sincere or genuine
A person who is fake and hurts others intentionally is ugly from the outside in
Be careful their bites hurt about as bad as a snake
Pay attention to who is fake

by Trinity Rayne

After the trauma you went through how can you be heartless and unkind
It has defined you because you let it and you won't leave it behind
If it stays with you happiness you won't find
Can't you see the need to heal your hurt heart and mind
The damage made you into a monster with no compassion or empathy
You are trapped within your pain never feeling free
I try to understand you even when you've hurt me
Are you so blind to it all and just don't see
Do you hurt others to make yourself feel good
Do you give unwanted opinions because you've always felt unheard or misunderstood
Are you this way because things weren't as they should
I believe you are this way because of your traumatic childhood
I realize who you are underneath that ugly mask
I am left with no answers and only questions to ask
Do you hurt others along with me as you gain pleasure and bask
Was it ever worth it when you were getting drunk on attention from me as your flask
Why do you have no remorse
Why do you stay this way and not change your course
Why do you feel superior to others and can't get off your high horse
I am tired of being your possession and your energy source
The moment i decide to walk away you want to reel me back in
Why is it that I only lose and you always win
All you are is a wolf in sheep's skin
What damage you do to me and others should be a sin
Why do you do what you do and are the way you are
You will continue to be unkind to those you meet if you dont heal your emotional scar
I believe you chose to be this way and harden your heart that's black as tar
As long as you are this way I have to say goodbye to you and love you from afar
After the trauma you went through I opened my eyes and realize you're heartless and unkind
Even though I did love you I now love myself more and see my worth as I leave you behind
I realize it is my own happiness I need to search for and find
As i repair and fix my own damage only i can heal my hurt heart and mind

by Trinity Rayne

Your silent tongue hurts me and has made me feel broken The silence you give is so much louder than the words you said once spoken It is deafening to me and hurts my ears It pierces my heart and I shed thousands of tears I can no longer hear over you not saying a thing The silence hurts so much it's deafening I'm through with how you devalue and how you discard From now on I'll be cautious and keep up my guard From now on your silence won't affect me I can hear better now that I'm free The silence hurt me so much but it's no longer deafening Your silence no longer leaves a hurtful sting I can hear better and have a clear mind I can that i left you behind

by Trinity Rayne

Your face and voice haunt me in my mind and in my dreams
Your hurt unraveled me and made me fall apart at the seams
You knew what you were doing planning to hurt me with all your crazy schemes
You didn't care that you were the one causing this being on the sidelines and smiling at my screams
You ruin those you meet and only seek to destroy
You treat them like a possession nothing more than a broken toy
You can't help but feel good that you do this because this is what you enjoy
You are not to be trusted like a dangerous decoy
You are not human but someone bizarre
The stuff you said and done to me i can write a memoir
I will stay away from you so far
This is you and how you are
All you know to do is self protect
You dont know how to look within and self reflect
All you know to do is deflect
Your insecurities you project
This is how you are no question about it
You hated me all because i wouldn't submit
I wont let myself take another hit
This is how you are a two faced hypocrite
I mourned who you should have been and there were tears I had wept
You are good at hurting a skill you gained in which you are adept
You promised me many things that were not kept
This is how you are and I'm learning to accept

by Trinity Rayne

You are the tiger and I am the scapegoat
You sneak up on me and grab me by my throat
You are the wolf in sheepskin and I’m the black sheep
You lead me to the slaughter with empty promises you couldn’t keep
You are the bear and I am the fish
I want to be strong against you that is my one wish
You are the predator and I am the prey
You hunt me down until I submit and obey
You depend too much on me
You need my endless supply of energy
This is not what I wanted and not what I choose
I won’t back down and give in to you because i refuse
You are the spider and I am the fly
You trap me in the web you spun with each little lie
You are the shark and I am the seal
You devour me without caring how i feel
You are the cat and I am the bird
You silence me and make sure i don’t say a word
You are the predator and I am the prey
I will stand up to you and fight you someday
You depend too much on me
I know someday I’ll break free
This is not the life I chose and asked for
I know in my eyes I’m worth so much more
You are the cheetah and I’m the wildebeest
Why do you prove youre best and I’m the least
You are the snake and I am the mouse
Why must you prove youre the strongest in the house
You are the fox and i am the rabbit
I’m ready to break this type of thinking because it’s become a bad habit
You have to prove youre better and go in for the kill
Since i was born I have been stubborn with a strong will
There will be a time when you will be confronted
Sometimes the hunter becomes the hunted
There will be a time when i will prevail
Sometimes the prey isn’t so easily frail
There will be a time where i will get away
Sometimes the predator isn’t stronger than the prey

by Trinity Rayne

Why do you feel this urgent need
Is it because you're a bad seed
Are you just full of greed
Is this a lust you must feed
Do you do it to feel freed
Why do you make me bleed
No matter how much i beg and plead
Youll never do any good deed
I'm allergic to you like you're ragweed
Get off your high horse and your noble steed
Do you have to feel superior and put others down to succeed
Why do you make me bleed
How come you have to take the lead
Youre a difficult person to read
Why do you step on my heart like a wild stampede
Why do you make good people feel like they're a dying breed
Is how you act your noble creed
Why do you hurt us and make us all bleed
You make it hard to heal the wounds that you inflict
No matter what you do in your eyes you're so perfect
In all reality you're like a drug addict
Why do you smother us and constrict
Why is it any of us that you picked
With your razor sharp words our hearts bled heavily from it all as they got nicked
We bleed then we learned how to cope
You made us feel like we were at the end of our rope
You made us bleed with your false hope
You kept on tricking us and became slippery as soap
We stopped our bleeding and learned to say nope
We stopped our bleeding and figured out youre just an misanthrope
You can no longer make me bleed or cause more harm
You see I see right through you and your fake charm
Now because of you i look out and run away from anyone who may be screaming danger and alarm
You're dirty as a stinky farm
You're more dangerous than a firearm
One day the tables will turn and you'll get karma karm

by Trinity Rayne

You're a fungus that doesn't belong
You define everything in the world that is wrong
Youre about as toxic as black mold
You define what is distant, unloving and cold
You're a parasite that makes me sick
I wish i could have washed my hands of you quick
Your hatred is poison and it only grows
You're more like the thorns on a beautiful rose
Youre a fungus there's no denying it now
There's no going back to being beautiful somehow
Your awfulness is evil and it only spreads
You define darkness that turns away heads
You have a black soul yes its true
There is just no goodness at all to be found in you
You have no light in your eyes
All you tell is nothing but white lies
Youre a fungus no one wants to be around
You define pesky weeds that keep on growing into the ground
Youre a fungus and ugly on the outside in
All you ever done was commit sin
Youre a fungus that will never change
You define everything that's weird and strange
You're a fungus and rotten to the bone
You're a fungus that will one day end up alone