How You Are

by Trinity Rayne

Your face and voice haunt me in my mind and in my dreams
Your hurt unraveled me and made me fall apart at the seams
You knew what you were doing planning to hurt me with all your crazy schemes
You didn't care that you were the one causing this being on the sidelines and smiling at my screams
You ruin those you meet and only seek to destroy
You treat them like a possession nothing more than a broken toy
You can't help but feel good that you do this because this is what you enjoy
You are not to be trusted like a dangerous decoy
You are not human but someone bizarre
The stuff you said and done to me i can write a memoir
I will stay away from you so far
This is you and how you are
All you know to do is self protect
You dont know how to look within and self reflect
All you know to do is deflect
Your insecurities you project
This is how you are no question about it
You hated me all because i wouldn't submit
I wont let myself take another hit
This is how you are a two faced hypocrite
I mourned who you should have been and there were tears I had wept
You are good at hurting a skill you gained in which you are adept
You promised me many things that were not kept
This is how you are and I'm learning to accept