I Tried

by Trinity Rayne

What place do i go to find broken dreams that have died
How do i get back all the wasted tears on you i cried
The lies we lived no longer have to hide
At least i can say I tried
I found my new dreams and still have my pride
The tears i shed for you have long since dried
With the truths I tell I'm satisfied
At least I can say I tried
Repairing things with you are gone and got lost in a tide
It's pointless to keep attempting because we collide
The gap between us is far too wide
At least I can say I tried
The access to me you have been denied
I can't let things go anymore and easily slide
You missed your chance you missed your ride
At least I can say I tried
I can no longer ignore your comments that are snide
You told me to get over things but i have to deal with them and take it all in stride
I had to let you go even though it wasnt something i could easily decide
At least I can say I tried
Only I can be my own guide
Your rules I can no longer follow or abide
When were around each other or talk all we do is divide
At least I can say I tried
It's better to have loved and lost but now i can look on the bright side
It's time to say goodbye to Jekyll and Hyde
I take back the power I gave to you and supplied
At least I can say I tried
I do love you but I think your brain is fried
Im my only solution i can provide
I am sorry if it seemed i cast you aside but I had to leave to work on me and be dignified
At least I can say i tried