by Brandi Furr
I want relief from this world The pain to be gone Admit our mistakes Forgive all our wrongs The fighting and yelling It's driving me mad The hate and division It's getting so bad But you don't see you're blind and your deaf I'm screaming my pain but you're turning your head Its all empty words You dont hear what I say just cover your ears and walk away It's what you do best Yeah u heard what I said I'm trying 2 be heard But u make me wish I was dead Maybe you're right Maybe I am to blame Maybe I should write on this bullet My own ******* name. The thing is though I've already been dead Tho the triggers not pulled There's no blood from my head. But the dead that I feel It's different you see I know I'm alive But I can't seem to be free. Begging and pleading Screaming I cry But no one can hear me Bc I'm screaming inside My heart it's heavy I sit and I grieve For what I have lost And what I have seen. Hatred and anger Distrust and divide A family once bonded Now broken inside The pieces all shattered The bonds are all broke What's family to you? Because it feels like a joke. One thing brings us together It's the truth to be said No one's ever sorry Til the other is dead.
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